Wednesday, August 6, 2008

finally..

..a sigh of relief...

after what seemed like an eternity things r finally normal again....

the problem with the slow connection and messenger just disappeared overnight and everything seems to work fine now so i'll keep my fingers crossed....

after taking today's maths topic test (quite easy) i can breathe a little easier for the rest of the week..

i look forward to the Olympics... esp. with tennis & badminton... and also the opening ceremony... should be cool with all the fireworks and stuff...

i realised that i've been creating so much negativity around myself lately... if i were to explain this in terms of chemistry, i'm attracting a lot of electrons into my system... so i need to release them to other molecules so that i'll be positively charged by having more protons than electrons...

ok now i'm just saying nonsense.... i feel a little unstable.... (haha that's another term used in chemistry) kind of like crazy in your face mad man crazy...

maybe it's becoz i'm happier now that the stress is reduced... endorphin is flooding my system...

ok now that's just exaggeration...

CONCLUSION:
i'm not happy.... it's just that i'm not sad...
i'm trying to make myself think that i'm happy.... but i'm definitely not sad....

get it?

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