... but I'm just so sick of everything. It's becoming an even more uphill struggle as the last 2 papers approach. The holidays are just too near, I can smell the freedom but can't quite reach out to it, no matter how long and hard I try to stretch my hands. I close my eyes and picture the things I would do once the break is here, only to open them and see the present. Reality is the biggest slap in the face one can receive.
So near yet so far.
It's been more than 3 weeks.
I used to appreciate it when the papers were spread out, so I can put in more time for last minute revision. But this time it just feels like mental torture. Like my body is dragged around on the ground, driven by a chariot of raging horses with my hands bound by rope.
Alright, I think I've reached Crazy Town.
Sidetracked.
Reality check.
Notes. 2 more days. Then it's over.
Come on now.
Bluebird.
Monday, June 20, 2011
Monday, June 6, 2011
maxE
Read the title backwards XD
Hahaha that is kind of lame I know, just trying to relax a little before my first paper tomorrow. The hardest paper comes first: Biochemistry. My least favourite subject of this semester. Didn't perform as well for Biochem internal than the other units, so I have to work double hard to score well, but that also means double pressure.
Oh before that, sorry for the lack of updates, as prior to my study break it was just busy busy busy with assignments and lab reports! You all know how hectic the student life is. I think I said this before, that I actually enjoy the exam period more than the regular teaching period... because I get more stressed out about meeting deadlines for assignments and reports than doing revision.
In fact, I have been unusually relaxed over the past week. Maybe it's becoz I'm only doing 3 units this semester, so I feel like there's more than enough time to study for all my papers haha! I have been watching a lot of the French Open on TV, Nadal wins AGAIN hahahaha!!!
But this laid back attitude is also dangerous, becoz I'm not used to it and I think part of me is relaxing a little too much and I can feel the intensity to fight getting dampened a little. The revision hasn't been too successful in the sense that a lot of the facts weren't sticking in my head, so today I did a final push all round revision, it seemed to work becoz I can feel the fire burning inside, the desire to nail that paper haha. Probably arised from last minute panic after I saw how insanely tough the past year papers were.
OK I'm done talking about my boring student life. Thanks for dropping by :)
Let's hope things get off to an awesome start tomorrow!!! *fingers crossed*
I wanna kick exam butt!!!!!!!!
Hahaha that is kind of lame I know, just trying to relax a little before my first paper tomorrow. The hardest paper comes first: Biochemistry. My least favourite subject of this semester. Didn't perform as well for Biochem internal than the other units, so I have to work double hard to score well, but that also means double pressure.
Oh before that, sorry for the lack of updates, as prior to my study break it was just busy busy busy with assignments and lab reports! You all know how hectic the student life is. I think I said this before, that I actually enjoy the exam period more than the regular teaching period... because I get more stressed out about meeting deadlines for assignments and reports than doing revision.
In fact, I have been unusually relaxed over the past week. Maybe it's becoz I'm only doing 3 units this semester, so I feel like there's more than enough time to study for all my papers haha! I have been watching a lot of the French Open on TV, Nadal wins AGAIN hahahaha!!!
But this laid back attitude is also dangerous, becoz I'm not used to it and I think part of me is relaxing a little too much and I can feel the intensity to fight getting dampened a little. The revision hasn't been too successful in the sense that a lot of the facts weren't sticking in my head, so today I did a final push all round revision, it seemed to work becoz I can feel the fire burning inside, the desire to nail that paper haha. Probably arised from last minute panic after I saw how insanely tough the past year papers were.
OK I'm done talking about my boring student life. Thanks for dropping by :)
Let's hope things get off to an awesome start tomorrow!!! *fingers crossed*
I wanna kick exam butt!!!!!!!!
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