The Outcome

What do you know, results came out early. Briefly after publishing my previous post.

My immediate response was to calculate my Mufy score. Heart beating quicker than usual. I keyed in the numbers several times to make sure there was no mistake.

The outcome?
It wasn't a number that I like, but it was more or less expected.

My prediction was spot on. Maybe I should consider a career in fortune telling. Better start shopping for a crystal ball.
Mind the sarcasm. Just trying to lick my wounds.

I admit it's slightly upsetting becoz I missed the scholarship mark not by much. I can't help but wonder over & over again what could have been if I worked a little harder, pushed myself a little more.

IF ONLY.........


I know I should be satisfied. I have all HDs. Some of my course mates would celebrate with a score like this. This is just the perfection seeking obsessive compulsive competitive side of me wishing for more. No matter what the score is, I will always wish it was higher. It's human nature.

OH WELL dramas over. Speaking to a friend made me realize it's not that bad. It's far from that. In fact I should be so lucky, lucky lucky lucky. Pun intended. =)